11-18-07| 6:57 pm

For a minute, I trusted. Heart left body, unprotected, in the care of others. It is important that I did this but more important is what I got back. My heart, crushed and bloody and ruined: because you should never give it away.

For 8 months one man and I have played tug of war with that heart. He won it today, whether he wants it or not.

the point is: I ran a half marathon today.