10-08-07| 11:12 pm
This is the danger zone. Focus, Focus, Focus, Obsession. Where do we draw the line?
If I don't get out every day, there is guilt. Mirrors perplex me. What am I seeing? What is really there? Sometimes old habits creep back and I have a lot of fear. Last time they crept back for months.
It is irrational to think I can change drastically (good or bad) in a few days but I have seen it happen (good and bad) and so I am constantly in fear.