10-11-07| 11:39 pm

In the confusion I have only talked about sex and about the feel of his body on mine and waking up next to someone.

What I forgot is everything else! The miles and miles and miles. Stronger every day. Healthier every day. Luckier, one foot in front of the other.

What I have thought about is the phone calls, the text messages, the lack thereof. Experiences I have never dealt with.

I have worried but it is important to know that the entire time, other things were coming together! Waking up every day and brewing coffee and cooking breakfast brings me great joy. That's enough.