09-03-06| 1:17 am

I have a file. It is filled with entries, with poems, with things I write down because this has been the hardest time of my life and I had to write things down. I have this file and I feel like if I put it on a disk I could give it to people and say here, this is my heart. Call this what it is- worst year of my life. It's almost over, let's do better.