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05-31-16|
3:32 pm
i was on drugs again, more drugs than you knew uppers and downers, i had squirreled away the vicodin from the dentist and eaten it that night, to counteract the coke, to make it possible to look you in the eye, which I never did driving home i think i was having a panic attack, the demarcation between real and fake was gone, i was cloaked in so much fear, i suspected i had seen the future and i had been having the dreams, dreams of drunk driving, of ruin, |