07-24-09| 2:37 pm

Every so often my interest is piqued. I met a man quite similar to myself and I'm watching, absorbing, learning from him; always a chameleon and imitation is flattery, he knows this. If he were taller, darker, rougher, we would be sleeping together. If I were shorter, blonder, more docile. This is the cost; kindred souls do not come around often. As it is, I sleep intertwined with him, both of us understanding loneliness and neither of us willing to settle for average.

I'm fascinated.