06-02-09| 2:51 am

What would I even say. I am trying to balance it all. Somedays I get high and daydream. Somedays I love him so much it hurts. Other days I cry because it hurts to love him.

There's a point in life, I think, where you can't just fuck around anymore. I'm not there yet so I'm trying to accomplish some really dumb shit.