04-01-09| 11:47 pm

I tell a friend what happened. "You shouldn't have slept with him," she says.

Well, goddamnit. I waited as long as I could. It makes perfect sense to me. I don't have time for soul-searching and realizations. I want you to realize you love me, here, now, while your eyes are on mine and you are kissing me.

She's probably right though. Back where we started. Stupid.