11-02-08| 11:39 pm

I thought if I could do it, you would be able to do it. Happy to do it. I thought if I could finally be ready, you had always been ready.

I didn't expect you to hold on to me, to press chaste kisses into my forehead, to lace your fingers with mine and leave them there. I didn't expect this to be hard for you and so then I have to think if it is hard for both of us why are we doing it and I can't think that.