09-17-08| 1:52 am

Oh, girl. Day after day, stacking your hopes up higher with three words burning a hole in your throat, plans becoming more monumental, more life changing, suddenly more cancelled, and dammit! You were stupid again.

Stupid to plan this, think this, try any of this. This is what happens when you let people in. You are stupid.

I love you. I'm never going to tell you because it will never be the right time but I love you.