07-01-08| 5:22 pm

it can't be that we are related by blood and yet we must be because we are inherently the same--your tactics do not work on me because I have made them my own and so we are doomed to dance this dance forever.

often I wish that someone loved me unconditionally in the way that parents are meant to and while I know that many suffer in this way sometimes I feel alone in my aching.