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06-11-08|
3:36 pm
It wasn't working. I was terrified to say that after a year of begging and pushing and getting so goddamn close, it wasn't working. I love you but I'm leaving because I have to. God, I was so scared. Explaining everything away. Good days, bad days. It took so much for me to walk away and not hate myself or him. I'm sorry, I told him. For you and I both. Now it is time for me to pull it together. Out, desirable, animated, enthusiastic. I'm okay and I'm ready. |