06-03-08| 2:02 am

Again. One sleeps and the other lays awake. It is not me. I am not bad. I will find someone else to do this with. I already have. I don't want to hurt you but I'm going to have to.

I feel like I am yelling at the top of my lungs, yelling yelling yelling yelling so I don't have to hear the thoughts in my head because those are the ones that hurt. There is no reason I should cry myself to sleep.