04-12-08| 2:12 am

I am drunk. I am going to write this. This is my diary. I can write this.

You fucking asshole. I was 2 millimeters away from telling you I love you. And you fucked it up and I'm drunk and upset and so are you are you fucking ruined everything. You ruined everything. Make me look like a fool in my own mind. Fine. In front of someone else, I won't forget this.

I am not going to forget this. you ruined it. Looking forward to something all week that you ruined.