03-02-08| 11:45 pm

What is the problem? I keep asking. Making jokes, making excuses. This is a repeat occurence.

The problem is that I am terrified, so nervous that someone may want to spend time with me. Safer to single someone out, win them over, and then leave before I have to go through with anything. Right?

Maybe tomorrow a boy is going to ask me out and maybe I am going to try to say yes.