11-11-07| 11:18 pm

I think I am getting distracted from the most important thing and it took me so long to figure that one out that I'm ashamed to forget it so easily.
I am doing things to fill old holes and doing other things that are only gouging new ones inside of me. All we are supposed to be is happy. All I need to do is love myself.
But the root of the problem is that no one ever loved me enough.