04-04-07| 4:46 pm

I slipped. Pushing, Pushing, Pushing, less sleep, more work, less sleep, more energy drinks to make it through the hours and to focus. Pushing and pushing, surprised that I could handle everything. I handled it.

But then I crashed, a few days of sleeping too much, chain-smoking, eating, doing nothing. What a hole I fell into.

But! My motivation, my heart. Today I got out of bed, stepped into rain and cold, and had a great day. I might be fixed.