02-24-07| 1:54 am

What is monogamy? I am wondering as I look into your eyes and I imagine the moment when our mouths met in frustration, need, and we pulled apart, and I drank myself blind.

Blame the liquor, let's blame the liquor but tonight, sober, can you taste me the way I can taste you?

There are no emotions. I want your lips on my lips, your hands in my hair, your body crushing mine. I want your voice to rasp as I lose my breath. And the next day, I want you to tell your girlfriend that you love her and you always will.

What is monogamy? I will wonder this tomorrow as I drink myself blind and imagine you in all the other boys.