11-05-06| 6:50 pm

do you know about the time i was a ghost?

it was when she was sick, again. just like every day she was sick or she was crying or the tv was too loud and you didn't know how to help her, or you didn't want to help her because she should be helping herself. you wished she could help herself.

I was a ghost. what i did wasn't wrong, wasn't cold because i wasn't real. I was a ghost girl, the girl i never wanted to be. not real.

i was a ghost. nobody saw me except for the little girl who used to be me.