09-05-06| 2:09 pm


Once, I wrote down my dream. One simple wish and I wrote that if it came true, everything would be fixed. I worked and worked and made it come true. What if someone had told me that less than a year later I would be on the verge of throwing it away, ready to leave it all behind? Impossible. These were impossible thoughts and yet there I was, my very own public service announcement; don't do drugs because you will forget everything that ever mattered to you.

For the first time in a long time, I am better. Yearning to wake up in another country, with a wild sunrise. I think that is the next step.