07-02-06| 11:13 pm

Tonight was fine until I sat back and thought about it. Funny for you? Funny, painful, stressful, whatever. I don't have to give a fuck about that and I don't have to listen. No matter what it was, you were tearing a little girl up.

I don't have to listen to stories now. I can't take your advice because I remember what you were doing, I remember how you did it wrong. The only advice you can give is what not to do.

Goddamn it. It's too much. I can't hate you and I can't forgive you.