06-18-06| 11:28 pm
I think I'm going crazy and it's not fair; I had such a bright future!
Is life this hard for anyone else? Damned if we do, damned if we don't and just when I think I'm fine I walk though the door and goddamn the onslaught.
you hurt me. you hurt me. you hurt me, over and over and over and I always thought I was strong but other people don't go crazy like this so maybe I'm a lot weaker than I ever knew.
I'm broken. I don't know how to fix it.