05-01-06| 3:25 am

Every movie seems like indie shit
because colors and frames are sliding together
and I can't keep scenes straight
pop pop blink next scene (all about the same thing?)
everyone's seen it but me?

and watch that boy, spread out in the chair. Only one person understands him and you were never supposed to want to in the first place!

addicted. addicted! to the lifestyle and the nights. addicted.