04-15-06| 3:59 am

dial the friend on the working cell phone, leave a message, had to call you, met a boy. well, bachelor number one, you don't smoke illegal substances but i think you hustle just a little. by the way, i am learning that everyone hustles just a little. learned a new trick, it's called don't get fucked up, this way i keep my eyes open and i see things, and the next day, i remember them. feels like a second try, let's do it right and act like maybe we learned something.

i'm getting better better better. you might not know me anymore