03-18-06| 12:19 am

It's just so hard to be this girl when six months ago I was so happy I was about to become a motivational speaker. That's what I told her. I can't figure out how to fix it, how to fix me, how the hell do I make myself right? And she told me that I can't do it but that it's going to happen. And she was right. Living is hard, hard, so hard! But sometimes so good.