03-08-06| 4:44 pm

You told me that I should stop spending money on what I love.

oh how quickly I would fall from grace! Drugs are expensive, you know, but I would have plenty of money for them, I have the connections, I would have the time, and if you could ever take my life away from me, I would have the reason. I would destroy myself just to watch you suffer.

Precisely why I ask for nothing; you have no hold on me. I can spend my money MY MONEY how I please and consider yourself lucky that I have a reason to stay healthy.