10-09-05| 11:35 pm

She's borderline (no, not borderline, full blown) hysterical, hysterical in the sense that she's lost her fucking mind, one moment wailing, the next delivering death threats with singsong intonation, then turning around; I love you, goodnight.

Maybe there was something in the water, she's gone completely mad, everyone is speaking in hushed tones, the house is too small for secrets, and what precisely does one do in this position?

rule number one: no emotional investment.