07-31-05| 11:02 pm

I am very possibly a textbook psychological example. You didn't love me enough, there lies my vulnerability. You didn't love me enough, so these days I won't give anyone the chance to not love me enough.

You didn't love me enough to care about my happiness.

I have been looking forward to this a lot and you fucking ruined it. It was the smallest thing and you fucking ruined it just like you've fucking ruined everything else I didn't do entirely on my own. YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE SERIOUSNESS OF THIS SITUATION.