04-17-05| 11:53 pm

It's like the last few years have been training. Sometimes I get nervous, but hey girl, you've learned how to deal with feelings: ignore them and they will go away.

Sometimes I get nervous because this is big (real big) but has anything ever made me smiile so widely, so often?

I know how to deal with feelings. Ignore them until it's over and then decide how you should feel.