02-02-05| 2:09 am

You don't mean to do it. You don't ever mean to do it.

I can still hold it against you! Every time, every single time, you are the girl. You are always that girl. One meeting is all it ever takes and people follow you around entranced because that's the effect you have, the effect you don't mean to have. I can still hold this against you!

By the end of the night he was so busy with you he could barely remember my name! This kills me; it kills me that you can't see it and it kills me that I am so jealous.