01-09-05| 8:49 pm

I tell my friend that I want her future assured. "You can't let yourself get stuck here. I won't let you get stuck here." We are the same, my friend and I. "I want to live in California," she told me. "I want my old life back," I told her.
I looked at her and I realized that we weren't happy. She worries about money, but I tell her from experience that when you love your life, you'll get by. I give her tips. "If I did it, you can" I tell her.
Next year both of us will be happy. Living is hard and exhausting but I'm pushing her because she deserves to love it as much as I know I will. No one understands, but we do. It's doing what you love.