12-21-04| 11:43 pm

I am working til exhaustion, doing What I love and What I Must Do. Funny, I don't remember it ever being so hard--probably because when it got rough, I used to think of what I had (you), and now I think of what I dont have (you.)
Things used to be a little clearer, coming home this tired used to be a little more purposeful.
Worrying things are happening here, there's a list of people who won't experience this holiday week like they should, I guess I should be thankful.