10-16-04| 11:23 pm

You are the root of every doubt in my mind right now. Truly, they all stem from you.

What am I supposed to do? Wait it out, I tried that, I am trying that, but the waiting part, it's really hard, and nothing seems to be coming out!

What am I supposed to do? I am completely unable to determine the right decision. Most practical? Sure, easy. Most comfortable? Not even a question.

I pushed myself into the most practical and I spend more time daydreaming than I do in reality. I think I hate myself.

You! This is your fault!