08-07-04| 12:46 am

While I love you, I do not love our circumstances! So sick, I am so sick of manipulating, of pretending, of choosing my words carefully because I know not what to say. I spoke up, I had to speak up! This is our last chance, our last week. I have monumental expectations for August 8th through the 14th and the last thing I want is this complication.

So I chose my words carefully but still they caused a problem. This is our last week. Leaving you will hurt like hell but there are things I will not miss.