07-15-04| 11:52 pm

I am surrounded by people holding my decisions against me. I am ripped to shreds right now and someone please support me; most are too busy disapproving.

You can't do everything but I need to; there are no strings I can let go of right now. I am living these days like they are my very last and there is no holding back.

Everything at once: this is overwhelming, this is too much. I don't know what to do or who to lose.