05-24-04| 11:54 pm

And while I think this is real, what am I, walking hypocrisy? If this were a book, sure, but this is really more like a tv show and when I'm the audience I know exactly what needs to be done, only suddenly I'm the main character and these things really do happen.

But here I am saying what you say, so I pulled up to your house and got out of the car talking to myself; you might as well find out right now that I may be a little nuts.

It's just that sometimes you want to get caught up but I have to remember that we can't roll credits and play the repeats here. There is no to be continued.