05-20-04| 11:09 pm

If only you could stop making it seem like I have a choice. I told you that I refuse to stay here and hate myself, no matter how much I love you, no matter how much I love every day I spend here. If only you could understand, but all you see is my back as I walk away from what you never left.

But there's the difference, don't you see? Here's what I worked at, here's what I became.