04-19-04| 10:17 pm
If you've forgotten all the ways you've hurt me; if you've forgotten, then I will remind you.
I started moving out at 16, don't you remember? What did you think, what did you tell yourself? Please, please, what did you think I was doing?
I needed you for one thing, one fucking thing to make me whole and you held back, you dangled it in front of my face and you crippled me in the only way that you could. I hope you felt in control, I hope you felt good because it didn't teach me how to work hard, it didn't teach me how to help myself; it taught me how to hate.
If you've forgotten how you lost me; If you've forgotten I will remind you.