2003-12-06| 8:33 p.m.

"Bipolar," they said, laughing. "Definitely Bipolar."

Somehow when you're diagnosing me with a serious disease I find it hard to be amused. Here's a newsflash: I feel like being a jerk to you all of the time and while I mostly succeed in restraining myself, sometimes I truly lose control.

I don't see that disease as something to joke about simply because I know what it is to be severely depressed. The truth is, I'm not Bipolar, I just don't like any of you.