2003-09-25| 10:29 p.m.

After the last year or so, it feels so alien to say that things are quiet, I'm hardworking but happy.

I almost miss the anger, the unhappiness. It was there for so long.

Is that normal? At least at the end of every day, if I had held it together and seemed normal, seemed okay, I had accomplished something.

But I guess it's better to be normal again.