2003-07-19| 8:42 p.m.

God I find it so hard to not jump to conclusions, to pretend like I don't know I'm getting blown off and tossed aside. I thought maybe for once things would start to be different, but obviously I thought wrong.

A simple pho--

It's amazing that JUST as I was writing that, the phone rang and it was you and things WERE different. Wow.