2003-05-23| 11:01 p.m.

A long time ago, I quoted my fortune cookie:

"Rely on your own good judgement to lead you to success."

I can't regret the choices I've made. They were hard (god they were hard) and I never should have had to make them, but I don't regret them. This year has been forward motion and new friends (only by necessity) but it has been success. My judgement was screaming WHAT DO I DO and I did what was practical, I did what was safe and I denied myself of everything esle. But it's worked out, worked out for the best. (I still remember those days when your name brought a smile to my lips and I grinned ear to ear with sheer joy and I know you're the only one.)