2003-03-10| 7:10 p.m.

So very scared that I cannot breathe

Please let this be about anything else

anything else than what i love

and what I need

and what you cannot take away.

Please let it be about me

I cannot take hearing those words again

when I have finally settled in

I cannot take crying those tears again when I was just thinking of how good this all feels

And I'm crying them now, because I have a feeling I know what you are going to say.

Please God, please anybody, let this be about something else.