2003-01-29| 10:02 p.m.

I like you so much, it's irrational. That's why it hurts double when you say things that dredge up old insecurities. When you say things that make me scared you don't like me as much as I like you.

And as for the other one, I'm scared I'm swiftly falling too fast into this imaginary reality. I'm frightened that it's beginning to take over, so worried that I'm going to start it even in here, in the confines of what supposedly holds my thoughts, my reality.